I just want to go. Move far from here and start again.
Go somewhere nobody knows me, do something inspirational.
I don’t want to go to work tomorrow. In fact I don’t want to go to work ever again. They laugh at me when I make mistakes and my emails to my manager (we have to refer things to them) aren’t detailed enough.
I try so hard to make them good. I spend like 20 minutes on each one. My trying seems to be futile as I’m not getting anywhere.
Please don’t make me do it.
i deal with my feelings in a healthy way
and by healthy way i mean shoving them aside and spending hours on the internet doing basically nothing to keep my thoughts far far far away from them it’s foolproof yes
I don’t want to do this anymore.